Do you ever think that maybe deep down we’re all good? We go through life saying “I hate everyone”, “Everyone I know sucks”, etc, then we get here on tumblr and talk about how much we love everyone. Yet they’re the same people. So maybe we’re all subconciously ‘trained’ to be mean, and put up a front so that no one can hurt us, like we aren’t phased by anything. Then when we can anonymously hide behind a computer screen or username, our innermost feelings and thoughts come out, and we can finally say whats on our mind, whats in our hearts.
adult: so do you have a boyfriend then?
me: no
adult: i'm sure you're too good for any of them!
me: or you know it could be the small factor that i look like some kind of troll and am completely awkward in social situations and am wasting my teenage years on the internet
What happened to us? You know? I don’t know who I am anymore, or how I got here. I miss who I used to be. I wanna have a home again, ya know? And real friends. You know, the kind of friendships we used to believe in. I miss that.
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| — | Peyton Sawyer- One Tree Hill (via rory-theromanwhowaited) |
Yeah, losing your heart’s desire is tragic. But gaining your heart’s desire… It’s all you can hope for. This year, I wished for love. To immerse myself in someone else and to wake a heart long afraid to feel. My wish was granted. And if having that is tragic… then give me tragedy. Because, I wouldn’t give it back for the world.
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| — | Peyton Sawyer (One Tree Hill) |
